02 March, 2022

thinking and overthinking

 i have had very weird sex dreams and its been series of sex dreams that i cant ignore. so i have decide to have sex. now the point is who is gonna be the person? how can i find new person? am i able to do that? that question is still not well answered but i have given thoughts to that. 

many thoughts.

mnay imaginary scenarios, you can say hundreds.

it was not cleard in any things, i am still uncure that i can pull that of.

even if i have imagine it hundreds of time, i still can not send a simple message. 

i am not sure i can do anything about it.

this sucks

this situation is fucking nightmare, nightmare that never ends.


i have never find sex so hard, but i guess if you dont have your person by your side, everything feels difficult. so is sex.

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