I do remember his journey of being independent. first, he bought a camera. then he raises his price. he bought a trolly bag. lastly, he bought a blazer suit. If he could have lived any longer things add to that box for sure. I feel like I am following the same pattern, knowingly or unknowingly.
I started a journey of meeting sanyog as soon as possible. and I moved out of Udaipur and join master classes(bought a camera), i raised my price in freelancing for the event industry. Now I bought a Trolly bag too. If we both follow the same pattern then I am just One blazer suit away from meeting him. I just can't wait to meet him. I have a lot to tell him. Golu, If you are anywhere nearby me. I wanna sleep into your arms, hug me, darling. I wanna talk to you the whole night. I want to listen to your snoring.
You have no idea how much I miss Sanyog. If I die anytime soon. after reading this you might know that its not something you should be upset about me dying because I am planning everything. or perhaps the universe has already planned out whole event. fucking universe! When everything comes together, its not just hard to control my emotions but Its hard for me to see myself crying without having any control over my feelings whatsoever.
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