03 March, 2022

.........

 My focus on so much off center now


And


This is not good for my any health.


I just want my life to move. Even if I shifted in ahmedabad nothing feels changed or moved. I feel like I am still seating at my rooftop in udaipur, everything is changing but me.

And I am so much tired of that.

No matter how much I tried, nothing makes me feel colorful, cheerful, or enthusiastic.  All I can feel is tension, heart break, heartache, depression, and life is not moving in any direction. 

All I want with my life is to moved, I don't care in which direction. Any direction is fine but just move somewhere you fucking stupid manipulative life. Or just come to an end.


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