Since my partner is not here, I'm not be able to talk my heart out. So I choose this platform. I'm pretty much sure that no one is reading this. And it's good thing. 

Other thing is if I got after birth, I wanna reach out to my last birth, to ME. Don't know why but I want to remember my before birth. This is my talking my heart out to him via this medium. I don't know it's soothing or not, it will works out for me or not! But I'm doing it.