14 May, 2021

 Pain.

Feels like pain is everywhere. You can't escape from it. Sometimes legs are aching, sometimes hand, sometimes heart, sometimes cramps. Sometimes unwanted unknown nonshakey feeling, you don't know what is wrong with you but you know that nothing is right.

I've been feeling so many things and I think there are little amount of pain somewhere inbetween too. I think I have felt every type of pain throughout my life weather it's low marks, heartbreak, getting dumped, broke, death of your love ones, perents dispute and many more that I've forget some of the pain. 

I was believed in after birth before and Having this much amount of pain I felt, it's like I have been in every incidents which covers pain. May be I was at world war 1st and 2rd, may be I was there while Titanic is sinking, may be I was there while tsunami earthquake or any other major natural disaster, may be I was in the army, may be I was a nurse in wars, may be I saw Dynasty breakdown, may be I was the king and my kingdom got stolen, may be my near dear betrayed me, may be I was heartbreaking and never healed.

I've felt enough that now I don't feel any emotion.

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